Discombobulate and be free.

I am pissed with Life.

You told me. I knew it, but you also told me. 

And I am.

I am pissed because I was anticipating for it and somehow along the way it failed me. 

It failed me in the worst possible way.

It really happened.

It happened and after that everything was different and it will never be the same. I will never be the same. And to tell you the truth I liked the old me. The old me was naive, pure, happy and totally irrevocably out of this world..or so I though. 

That's why I am pissed with life, mate. Because it ruined my believes and made me look deeper to who I really am. And it's hard and painful to finally see who you are and you will forever be. 

But at the end of the day I consider myself in one thing lucky. At least I am not pissed with myself, with what I found. Imagine how awkward that would be. How would I be able to live after that?